April 5, 2011 i finally realized how you see someone and then the next day you just lose them. I finally felt that feeling that i took for granted. I mean. WOW. Life is so ... unfair sometimes. so is the world and people. It's cruel. He's away, isolated in a place where i'm prohibited to enter. :( Now, all i can do is wait. Wait for him to come back. I promise i won't start any fight and arguments and take steps back if he picks one. I realllllllly miss him in my life. Everyday i wait and wait, it just doesn't feel the same anymore. i need you to ' cause ' drama in the house, pick fights with me, and come into my room and bother me. ( not the huge fights tho ) -.- But yeah, i ' miss ' you.  LOL ! >< can't believe i just said that, but yeah, i do.