I WANT SO MANY THINGS ! My heart's never content. :(

April 5, 2011 i finally realized how you see someone and then the next day you just lose them. I finally felt that feeling that i took for granted. I mean. WOW. Life is so ... unfair sometimes. so is the world and people. It's cruel. He's away, isolated in a place where i'm prohibited to enter. :( Now, all i can do is wait. Wait for him to come back. I promise i won't start any fight and arguments and take steps back if he picks one. I realllllllly miss him in my life. Everyday i wait and wait, it just doesn't feel the same anymore. i need you to ' cause ' drama in the house, pick fights with me, and come into my room and bother me. ( not the huge fights tho ) -.- But yeah, i ' miss ' you.  LOL ! >< can't believe i just said that, but yeah, i do.

My Spring Break's ending :( I guess the only accomplishment i have is finishing most of my Eng movie. ( final ) It was pretty fun hanging out with them :) I didn't buy anything or went shopping besides window shopping -.- i didn't see anything i wanted :(

I srsly want more new clothes ! i can't wait. everyday i wake up and look for something to wear when i already have A LOT of clothes.  -.-
WANT :
- army green cargo jacket
- jean jacket
- lacey, ruffley, pattered, bows designed crop tops
- more cream, pale pink, beige, nude, earthy tone clothes.
- plain cardigans
- new shoes? heels ( wedges ) moccasins, ect... fringe !
- floral dresses with soft colors
- skirts and shorts
- neckalces/ accessories/ bags
- more shoes !! i always wear my white shoe -.-
- new swimsuit/ baithing suit
- new flip flops and sandals
- leggings/ jeggings !

Once again, so much going on.

Start of my spring break, i got into a BIGG fight with my brother. Then i got into a 'guilt fight' with my sister. She kept on snooping through my stuff and messing my room up, so i got pissed and threw her shit on the ground. Then we pretty much just got into a big argument and confronted eachother. SHE STILL DIDN'T GIVE ME BACK MY WHITE STRIPED BLAZER. So the fight's not over yet. -.- that mf bitchhhhhh ! Plus the internet at home sucks.