Friday, Oct. 29, 2010

Halloween @school today. loved the rally except i'm so short, i have to sit on a bench to see only barely -.- i didn't wear my geeky socks, tie my hair up in pigtails, or wear thoses 3D glasses. i'm such a fail and scared to try something new. :( i'm like still scared of my middle school past or something. w.e i hope i'll overcome that and change, cause who cares what others think. i met one of Amy's shadow, and recognized one of them, kathyyyyyy. their both from gallll, i NEED to visit there the next PD day forreals. Didn't go to art, went to rally. it was funny :) someone was the 'homeboy' guy from youtube. xD funny assshitttt! he was saying 'hide yo kids, hide yo wifes, and hideyohusbandcustheyrappingeverrryoneoutthere' in a hella ghetto voice then at the end it was hella fast. omgggg, that was like the best. when cindy, brianna, and bithiah was eating lunch, i just sat there looking at them. Somewhat, i felt uncomfortable :( thoses 2 guys were looking or staring >.< it's like they hate me or something. One's in my gym and Mowo, the other in my Mowo and english. We never talkkkkkk and just make eye contact, it got so awkward that i just got out my phone and started random texting. Whatevers, i hope they don't hate me....hopefully, or think i'm annoying. I'm beginning to like chinese now. Ms. Li is so nice to me now <3 She doesn't really yell at me when i talk out of turn or even at the fact that i can;t speak mandarin. For our presentation today, we sucked and read the whole thing. Kianna was hella show and stuttering so it took up to 2.34 minutes. &the requirement was 3.5minutes long. i was impressed too cause ours is hella short. she gave us a B cause she said we're special, but in reality i know we did hella bad, she just pity us. but thanks anyways Ms. Li ! :) all the good people, but they talk all got a C; i felt bad for them cause i contribute to the talking too and i got a pretty decent grade. o.o so yeah. Joanne was moved, ahahhahahahha. her lameass is in front of me now, yayyyyyy ^^ we just look at each other and laugh, i love her. &When she talks back to Ms. Li, it gets so funnnnnnnny xD &mitchell, that fagggg. always having 'fighting' conversations with Kim. i laugh hella when they just start insulting eachother, but Kim, overall, always win. she's so funnnny, i wish we were closer though :/ We got reg together, so 4years to go! :D Oh yeah, did i mention, i'm elected Reg rep? i didn't even know what was going on till the end when i won cause i was busy fixing the printers with Mr. Shapiro. i needed to print something out for Ms. Lo -.- then yeah, thanks guys ! love you alll. i promise i'll get to know you all by Senior year. <3 Tired as fuck today, i was like sleeping on the train back home. i want to fall asleep right now but i got makeup on, i didn't brush my teeth, or cleanse my face, or fix my god damn bed, & bring my dinner down. -.- Gonna go now, PEACEEEEEEEEEE!

Wednesday, Oct. 27. 2010

Today it was super cold in gym. i was shivering when running laps and the exercises, omggg hella cold and i think i'm sick now :( We played pickle-ball -.- it was kinda lame and the rules, uhggg. looked like shit today, didn't put on any foundation cause i forgot it at home -.- i just reapplied blush throughout the day. I have such bad skin -.- the foundation looks kinda pale on me, so i might buy the Mac's mineralized skinfinish foundation or just try it O_o Modernworld was boring as usual. just sat in the back and chilled. i LOVE the back. but if i move back, the front would look hella empoty lol. Reg :) played speed. i won both doubles games against Jordon and Yumin. but she won me in singles, hehe rematch tomorrow :) Ms. Lo; poemmmm. i still hate that one person in my class :) so freaking annoying, i hope he got the hint that i hate him. You have no idea how many rants/vents on my blogspot is about him. i need to stop wasting my time on that fucktard and just ingore him or think he's invisible. :) sounds like a good idea ^^ Lunch, it was warm that time omg. Bio, first time i felt like sleeping in that class. my eyes wanted to close on their own. >.< i tried drinking water to stay awake... Art is fun as usual. but i was down today, didn't talk as much. we went outside to spraypaint our word. i didn't like how mine turned out >.< whateversss. Chinese, omg. i hate kianna. she whines about how she sucks at chinese when she doesn't even try or take the time to STUDY at home. she makes me do everything -.- i want a new partner. hate her, so annoying. I told her to do the dialouge yesterday but nooo, she didn't want to, so i have to. &today i'm loaded with homework and  got home late. fuckkk her. i don't even know what to do with the presentation no more. & the thing she annoys the fuck out of me is when we walk to our locker, she has to walk hella close to me shoving me to the wall or bumping into me, like she HAS to walk next to me. dude, you can go ahead, but then she walks SLOW waiting for me. then i walk ahead of her, and she whines saying i don't wait for her. like stfu bch -.- i'm so tired of you. we were never bestfriends or near friends,you only said i was your bestfriend was i never said anything about you being mine. Geo, tesssst tomorrow :( going to fail it again no doubt. I'll try my best. i can't fucking study math cause i'm working on my dialouge and blogging at the same time -.- i just had to vent. rode the M. I was depressed so i went to h&m. bought 4 shirts. 2 blouses ( white ) , a wide flyaway looking shirt that's a crewneck, and a rigided neck shirt that's white. :) iuno, i might return the stuff. Tired as fuck and hungry afterschool. my mom went to a hotel near the airport to help deliver the food to the show people, then pick andy up at wash, then go to lee hou fu to deliver the food check papers, and pick jenny up from the law firm. omg, long ass day. i have to say, today was the MOST boring and the MOST tiring day @lowell that i had experienced. i know there's more to come, and i'm prepared. ^^ gonna wash my face, i picked my outfit heheheh ^^, and just sleep. screw the pressentation, it's short tomorrow for chinese anyways. peace guys, i'm so tired, gonna crash.

Tuesday, Oct. 26, 2010

Went to club for extra credit. So left at around 5ish? Went back myself. i was scared as fuck cause i paid back Yong her money and i forgot i had no money for the bus. so i jumped the bus :x like 3 times. One on the 17, then West Portal Station, and then the 8x. omfg, i feel so bad. every stop i was so scared and nervous. >_< i got off at Powell cause they don't check as often as Montgomery. When i got off, i saw my uncles, ahahah xD then i noticed i was riding the L, which Lincoln kids ride. Damn, they hella tall and tan. LOL! So yeah, went up the forever side. Then i decide to drop by Walgreens since i left my lip balm at my grandmas and i rarely see her except the weekends, and sometimes i don't even go out, so yeah -.- i CAN'T live another week without using one 5 times a day. Iknow, it's bad or something :( so yeah, got two of them, so if i lose one i have a spare one >:) Got the normal one and the Pomogrante one, yayyyyers! then went to the bus stop, and rode the 30. got off, went to mom's office and ate/ told jenny what happened about the not paying thingy >.< then we left and get the car to pick Andy up. He got a bike lol. then yeah. Didn't even start homework since i got home like 3 hours ago. i feel hella bad and it's like 10 something. :( procrastinating hella. Reading people's blogs, tumblr, facebook, and formspring. oh, and checking the weather :) ohmygodddd, hella homework. Lowell is killing me >.> mhk, gonna go now.

Monday, Oct. 25, 2010

Slept in the car; got home and just crashed ._.

Saturday, Oct. 23, 2010

Bio test canceled. Run-through on my Halloween costume. makeup, hair, and costume. Ate. Computer. Tried on new outfits. Oh, did i tell you guys? i started playing on my dad's laptop until he gets me a new one. teehee ^^ Going out to eat dinner, and fuck it's raining lol. i'll be back =)

i want my hair like this. but it'll never happen :(

Friday, Oct. 22, 2010

Stayed @school till 10:30? went to stones; forever, h&m and i was going to go to bath&bodyworks and wash my hands but i saw Yumin so i went with her to Mac. I'm deciding to get their Mac Mineralized Skinfishish Foundation, hehehe ^^ Then we went to Eat our dinner :) I bought panda express, yumm! she bought her freaking Sushi, that loser =o i left and met with jenny. We walked back to lowell the LONG way cause she didn't want her moccasins dirty, but i don't give a fuck about mines so yeah -.- Then we lined up for the play. Hecka long line already and we came at 6:30 and the play starts at like 7:30. I watched her eat her noodles. i showed her what i got at f21 and h&m. &she showed me what she got at Sephora. that poo, i'm jealous. hahah lol. We talked and talked and talked. then brian passed by and was all like' omggg hiihiihihihihihihiihihihihi!' (sorry, i'm venting now) and just waved without saying anything. He asked if he can back-cut, i was like no. he asked a couple more times. I said to myself, does he not understand English? i said no, so no's no. how hard is that? he needs to understand that's he's annoying and ugly. i don't like him. looking at his face annoys me and his personality wants to make me slap him. -.- so we went in and sat down in the backest row, so we can get our stamp and leave first :) he, out of all the places that he could sit, had to sit in my row. i was like fuckkkk you. &b/c of that i didn't feel comfortable watching the play the whole night. he keeps staring, and it's so freaking creepy. uhggg -.- Thank god i wasn't sitting next to him, he makes hella pointless remarks. but since he's in my row, he can hear it; he talks to freaking loud and when people laugh, he HAVE to fake his laugh and laugh the LOUDEST. now are't you annoying by his pure existence? -watches half the play- 15 minute break. it's like a bathroom break or something. Then he haddddd to get out my side and not the other side when his seat was much more closer. when he looked at me and nodded with his smile. -.- i just gave him a wtf look. he left, jordan came over. we talked and stuff and i rant everything about brian to him. he was like ahhahahah see he's fucking annoying. then his friends came over and talked to him o.o it was awkward cause i didn't know them. Jordan told them how brian was a fucking loner, blah blah blah &how he cried over a B+ and shit. we continued on and on until that 'person' came back and started talking to 'us'. -.- we were all quiet when he came. LOL! he wanted to get back to his seat my way again but Jordan was like; why can't you go the other way? don't you see how many people your bothering? i was like ahhahahahahah so true. but he coninued on, so i crossed my legs to let him through. and 1/4 of the way, he went back out my way. WTFFF is your problem? why didn you go back out? omfg, i so wanna bitch slap you. then he said to us,' oh, i'm gonna stay with you guys.' we were all like wtf? we gave him the get lost look. i just talked to jenny cause i didn't wanna look at him, while jordan and his friends talked. we ignored them, then he left THE OTHER WAY, not my way. thank god, that bitch better not make me cross my legs a second time. we finish the play, stamp our ticket, got my backpack, waited for mommy. went home, tried going on my computer but failed. -.- changed, brushed, and washed. My dad came back and talked to me. i told him how my computer broke down on me. he was like it's okayy, i'll buy you a new one :) he's so much more understanding than my mom <33 he was like it's been 5 years right? everything old will break. when i heard that i was like omggg, i love you so much for saying that. i even volunteered to pay half of it ; but it's only if i have enough. O_o i'm hella broke. i just slept and yeah now it's morning and i'm writing this.

i hate

people who cry over getting a B or just failed ONE test or assignment. It's not the end of the world, just try harder next time, you don't have to kill yourself. that's just stupid. Get over yourself. This week i recall a 'kid' crying in class and all emotionally depressed cause he failed his Hw assignment. Dude, chill. If you followed the instructions and listened to the teacher then you would've gotten full points right? but you didn't and now you cry over a 30 points assignment? wtf. i'm hella annoying by it. it's just one assignment you can always raise it back up. I've failed many tests and i'm still doing fine with B's or better yet A's; except geo, hate it -.- matttth, eww! lol back to topic, you don't have to be all whiney just to get attention like' omg i got a B+, my parents will kill me' B+ are you fucking kidding me? i'll be so fucking satisfied with a B+. I'm like hella happy with it okay? stop crying over an assignment or a B+, i get annoyed to see people like you. no matter why you don't have any middle school friends, that all hate you or some shit. You nerd. fuck you. i'm hella hyped and heated right now by writing this vent. You cry, omg it's not like someone died in your family or your dad kicked the bucket. your a man, and you cry? you don't see me , a girl cry.  lame ass shit.

Thursday, Oct. 21, 2010

Afterschool, went to DT and ate ramen with jana-kaye. It was alright, i've tasted better :) Then we went to Sanrio and fooled around. Later my sis texted me asking me to get her a 'headband' when she meant a head ring. -.- that fag made me buy it for no reason cause it wasn't the ones she wanted. w.e he has to return it now. we played around at claire's and payless then left. i made her walk me to the bus stop >:) we ran to catch the 45 but it was the 8x, and her lame ass was all like 'sorry' to the bus driver. hilariousss, ahahha! <3 then yeah, wasted for my bro to come back and pick up my sis. Have to study for Bio and chinese. -.- uhg. i never seem to get an A in chinese, asian failure. and bio, i try hella hard and only got a B when other people got an A :( poooooey. I'm going to Lancome's counter tomorrow for free samples. yeeeeeeah! :D then walk/shop around? i'm poor as fuck tho. :( peace guys, have to study for a chapter that i know nothing about. >.<

I love her hair, her back, her shoes, her everythinggg <3 gonna steal this outfit :)

Wednesday, Oct. 20, 2010

PD day, yeuuuus! Left an hour early b/c of my blk 4 lunch babbby ! Bought my ticket before i left for stones. Went to H&M, bought 4 stuff, hella pretty stuff. But i couldn't find my wite cardigan :( so then yeah, returned my Leather jacket @ninas and went to Sephoraaaa. <3 got 2 things; Clinique's Moisture Surge and Laura Mericer's pressed powder foundation. So happy ^^ Then walked to forever. ehh, it was boring. stuff were hella expensive, but i got one thing cause it looked okay and was kinda cheap, plus i got store credit and you can ALWAYS exchange it right? :) so yeah, did that. left and rode the M. i went to forever first, lots and lots of pretty stuff but guess what? hella overpriced, so no. -.- but i got 2 long sleeves; white and black. Yeeee, so many new clothes! Now, to make everything perfect, need my white cardigan ! grrrr -.- then i went to H&M again lol i tried looking for my white cardigan, but didn't find it :( but i found a smaller size for the bow tie thingy that i got at the stones H&M, so yeah all good. and i also got the black version shirt that steph has in cream. heheh ^^ by then, my feets were killing it and it was still early -.- but i rode the bus and left anyways. Oh did i mention? i saw someone today, yuup, Henryyyy. changed hella, but he recognized me while i didn't hahaha. :) yay thanks! wish i could've talk to him more atleast or catch up yeah? he's still my bro's close friend i guess? o.O but yeah, i was nervous cause he was outside of Forever21. so bleeh. i did the 'wave bye' :) Omg so happy. new moisurizer and new foundation, and new clothessss for a week? :) fuck yes ! and tomorrow i go to school late. :) sleeeping in babbbby. then reg, picture taking on the macs. ahahhah. peace, hella Homework and a chapter test on friday when i know nothing -.- PEACE tho ! ^^

Tuesday, Oct. 19, 2010

tired ass day, hair tied up, looked like shit, let it down after block 5, much better feel o.o classes so boring, i'm just staring at the board and not understand a thing. so retarded. My Abercrombie order came. loved everything, just that white dress. :( mhk, gonna shower, outfit, then sleep. tired as fuck. Tomorrow is PD day, yeusss! leaving school early. Gonna go to stones, try and return that jacket, going to H&M or forever. or whatever i feel like going.&just take my time. :) kay, peace guys. my computer is still down. My dad's been so busy, i didn't even see him the whole day. Weekend please comeeeeeee faster <3

Sunday, Oct. 17, 2010

Woke up early all my myself. It was awkward cause the house was really quiet and Andy was gone. 10 minutes later, mom and sis woke up. they told me andy had that nike marathon volunteer thingy at Ocean Beach, so w.e. I brushed and fixed up my damn hair. Then dressed and realized today we were gonna visit my great grandpa/grandma's grave at Daly City.It's also near SERRAMONTEE, yay. i haven't been there in ages. =D We picked up grandma and grandpa, went to the grave place, and visited/ prayed/pay our respects. Then off to Serramonte. We went to Nina's first. Walked in, fell in love with all the cute ass peacoats/jackets. The sad part was that most of them didn't look good on me cause it was so loose and not right fitted -.- i didn't get anything and jenny for a peacoat for $19.99, a thick ass peacoat. Then we went to A'gaci, i found hella shit there too. A lot of peacoats and jackets, it fitted me better, but was expensive as hell. so we left. i walked inside Cathy Jean, but my mom told me to get out and go to Target. i looked at shoes while jenny looked for her stupid fabric for her halloween costume. I liked the heeled boots but it was the ugly gray and they didn't have it in black, so whatevers :( I didn't get anything there. so i hope when my daddy comes back on Monday, i'll get somethinggg <33 :) so then we went to the other target on the other side cause jenny didn't find her fabric so we went to Michaels, a craft store. They sold friendship bracelet strings, i wanted some but i don't even know how to make then so whatevers.we walked around the whole store and my grandparents were dissing everything that were being sold there and complaining how much everything was, it was hella hilarious. LOL, the store was full of halloween stuff and house decorations, ect.Paper was 79 cent a sheet. LOL! then jenny got her fabric, mom gave her money to pay, and went to the bathroom. i saw the Chocolate raisin that megan gave me in 8th grade, i loved the so much. so when i saw it, i bought it :x i'm a big-time money spender. then yeah, we dropped off grandma/grandpa and picked andy up. I loved his sweatshirt that he got at the volunteer thing. so yeah, we went home. studied for Bio, working on Mowo now, and blogging, stalking people, and looking on F21's website. I want all the fabulous finds stuff. i might go on Monday and see,and H&M. argg, so much stuff i want, but limited amount of cash. it's so sad when you see something you want and can't get. :( Mhk, gonna finish up my homework and be a good cookie then gonna get dinner, shower, pick an outfit, and sleep. Sigh, teenage life is so damn boring, and stressful, but passes by so quick. I never want to grow up, i swear it's just a heachache. you need to find the right college and job. You go to school for 22 years at most? or even more if you want to be a doctor? and work for 40+ years? omfg. i want an esy job that pays high, but wth that's never gonna happen. today jenny and me were talking about Standford in the car, and how we both hella want to get in. But by chances it's going to be hard. &since she's applying next year, hopefully she'll give me heads up about it. Standford <3 #1 Then UCLA or whatever that's left o.o Mhk, i'm going on forever, mhk peace guyssss. -i need my camerca back so i can show you guys what i wore everyday and what i got new. :) PEACE !

Saturday, Oct. 16, 2010

YEUSSSS !! my dads coming back on monday, i can't wait >.< i hope we go shopping and maybe get my computer fix and if it cant be fixed, new one please? (:

Saturday, Oct. 16, 2010

I need a new computer, i think my HP one broke down on me :( the screen is so dim, i ca't see so well -.- uhg, if im gonna get a new one, i want a Mac ! >.<

I'm CRAVINGGGG

!!!

I really want some pretty pattern/floral skirts and a high wasited short !! :)

My feet hurted today >_< Okay, quick overview of day then i'm going to vent lmfao. So went to school late cause i didn't feel like going to the class meeting. it's stupid and pointless cause i'm not a sophmore or senior. So i got to school at like 11:14? went to locker and then reg. I walked in and sat down. Then kianna went up to me and said, so you weren't here? i was like what? i am here. if not i wouldn't be talking to you. she was like noo, the meeting. i was like no? i never said i was here, and neither did i say i was not here. &whythefuck does it matter? if you're a real friend, you'll cover up for me netherless. so fuckyou bitch, your not a friend at all. &youeven text me saying i marked you absent. like wtf are you? are you even a bud? w.e screw you. i hate how you sit in front of me in reg and behind me in chinese. i want to move my seat ! uhgggg. in reg, you're also in the way of our mentor group, you need to screw off. your annoying and always worried about being late or getting lost. like wtf? you learn from your mistakes, that's how you learn. and whether somethings right or not. just stop worrying and live life, nothings perfect, so shut the fuck up. then she told sabrina, and she came up to me asking me. like wtf? you really have to ask me again? i told you and i'm not gonna tell you again. i never really liked you guys anyways. fuckkkkk! but my mentor groups took my side, and i saw vivian :) so that made it up :) Jordan and Yumin was all like wtf, why they making a big deal out of nothing. i was like exactly, it's not like i missed a lot anyways. When Mr. Shapiro asked how was the meeting&rate it. most people gave 1 or 0. so see? it's practically lame and i didn't miss nothing so wtf? &even if i'm absent, why do you care, it's me not you. so get over yourself. i'm also gonna find a new locker. can't stand sharing a locker with you. -.- oh yeah, the god thing is. every class is 25 minutes long, woohoo! did mostly nothing. but i ave 2 tests tomorrow and a bio one on monday. >_< so yeah. After school, DT ! H&M was poppin ! omfg, i want so many stuff from there, but so expensive, everything. I bought a lettermen jacket and a cream blouse that steph also has. :) I can't wait till my abercrombie order comes !! so anxious ! :)

after schooooool, DT. Forever21, got 2 things; a braided belt and a new cardigan. Then Abercrombie, still my all time favorite store. :) Went today, i asked about the redlines, and apparently they don't have it in that store -.- wth? so today, i'm going to buy it online, unforunately. &they don't have the shorts in my size grrr -.- w.e, so i bought this pretty ass peacoat at abercrombie, it was hella expensive, so i'll return it once the 30 days thingy is over. Went to Sephora, returned it and went to payless, exchanged it. :) happpy. Now, my main goal before i sleep is to study MoWo and TYPE ms. lo's hw -.- fuckkk. kk, peace everyone !

maiiii bruhhh got me 3D glasses. fuckyes! a nerd for halloween :) thankkkks hahahah lmfaozszz

I want one !! :)

Lace iteeeeems ! It's expensive and the material nags >.<

FLORALS ! <3

I stayed home all day during my beautiful weekend. >_< tried studying for Bio, just got lazy and stopped. on the computer again, doing nothing. Gonna take a nap on my mom's beddd =) and watch some TV. I have helllla stuff to do on Tuesday; hope it's a shortass week ! can't wait for black friday and all the upcoming holidayssss <33 BIO TEST BIOTEST! ahhhh.

AFTERSCHOOL TODO's :

-go to lakeshore; return my boots that i bought
-get off at Powell and return my Forever shit
-go to Sephora and return 'that' thing
-walk into H&M; and look at stuff i want but can't get
-walk to bus stop; hope to get on the 8x; and leave to get car

i woreeee my rally shirt that i got. i love how it looked and the new grey cardigan i got from forever ! =) I hate english, it's only b/c someones in there. I don't feel comfortable; i always feel like someons staring at me, its annoying -.- Todays the Battle of the Birds& i can't go. Once again, fuckkkkk. i love art; i always get to see that person =) we made eye contact today, and our hands touched cause we were both getting the retarder drop for our paint <333 =D why can't he jsut talk to me first? :( if he does, i promise i'll keep the conversation going !! Mhk, it was overall a good day i guess. oh yeaaaah, Bio test postoned cus so many people went on a field trip. helll yeah. &monday no schoool babyyyy, Columbus daaaay! i wanna go shopping ^^ & i can't watch BOTB on Tv, their not even broadcasting it on channel 2. it's some lame ass show airing, so gaaay. w.e peaceee guys ! =]

Just finished Ms. Lo's homework. i hope i get a good grade, i spent so much time on it. >_< now, time to study for bio.

Thursday, Oct. 7, 2010

After school, i was going to go to the 'battle of the birds varsity game' but i had a geo test, and he lets people go early, so i didn't wanna go by myself, so i left. DOWNTOWN Foshoooo babyyy ! got 3 shit from forever, hella happy ! then when i came to office, my order from Forever21! i love it ! the sandals fit me perfectly and the belts; omggggg <3 Love the jacket too, it fitted me so well =] &at school today, Nolan gave me my shirtttt fromt he rally; thanks !!! <3 Going to wear it tomorrow, to show spirit for The Battle of the Birds <3 =) trying to do my homework now since i'm in such a good mood !! =D Ms. Lo's homework is hard, and she grades hard too ! =( mhk, gonna try and get something done. Peaceeeeeeeee !

My forever21 order came and i didn't get it for all the hours i spent there. FML!

Lakeshore; all day, everyday.

I got home at 10:30; wtf? fuck my life and that 'one' person doesn't make it any better. fuck him. stop talking to me and don't tell me who to vote for and who not to vote for. i vote for whoever the fuck i want so shut up. get a life. but in art, everything always gets better. =) i see that one person, i really wanna get to know him and talk to him, but you know. Shyyyy and i don't know what to talk about :(

i dont like your guts, your voice, or your personality. give me reasons to actually give an effort to talk to you. your annoying and stop trying to talk to me, its stupid. i regret meeting you.

I am so sad right now. I've spent around $500 already ever since school started. D': I have so little money, i can't believe it ! UHGGGG. from ongoing school campus treats to Stonestown shopping and starbucks to Lakeshore Nubis for ice cream and Luckys for snacks, all the way to Pizza hut for chicken alfredo. Then on my way back from school, it tempts me to stop by downtown and go into forever21 or just look around and get some more starbucks and food -.- ! &then comes along online shopping. i bet by next month, all my money would be gone. I'm sure my parents would be so disappointed in me when they see the next month letters. :( and my report card. sigh... going to Lowell may be fun and all, but the campus totally makes you spend money cause of all the cute and pretty things! and it's so hard getting an A in every classsss ! and then shit happens, life screws over, and nothing going right. i need moneyyyyy or a jobbbb ASAP !

went to exchange my size for the moccasins and guess what? the one i exchanged is messed up ! -.- so i need to exchange it again ! UHG. -.- I hate the walking ! i'll maybe go to the one in lakeshore tomorrow. by myself of course, wouldn't want anyone to get the same shoes as me =)  and i also got this boot cause jenny wanted that buy one get one half off thingy.

so pretty.

I want a pair of cream heels for winter ball ! <333 =)

VV went today & got my 2 moccasins ! i'm satisfy except i need to exchange it into a size6, the 5.5 turned out to be kinda tight, and i want to wear it for a long time, so exchanging tomorrow ! =)

I wannnnt all 3 of them !! gonna go tomorrow to see if they have it. =)

homework sundays. typical ...

i only got close to you cause i'm nice. but it gets annoying when you follow me around. and NASTY when you have a crush on me. Ew -.- it gets so awkward that i'm just going to avoid you. thank god, jordan was right. i should've never been nice to him in the first place. REGRETTING IT NOW! someone save me !

I WANT FLORAL TOPS!!!!!! I CAN NEVER SEEM TO FIND "THE" PERFECT ONE. -.-

stayed home, i took a nap for 3 hours, yaya no more under eye sircles. :)