My goal

is to meet atleast half of the freshmen class. that's my goal before im a sophmore. yuppp. it'll be hard, but that's why i've made it my goal. <3 =] I'm nice and open, so talkkk to meeeeeeeeeeee !

HW !!!

I'm currently working on my Bio Hw/ study session.


I still need to finish : 

1. English short story
2. 2 Letter from the ' When the Emperor was Divine'
3. P.E folder/ & type Autobiography
4. Study ' The Necklace '
5. Review chinese vowels & words
6. Collect Art supplies
7. Read Modern World chapters/ review work
8. Geo Hw - I need helppppppp! =(

So much homework, and i'm only on the first one. -.- I procrastinate waaaay too much. I'm dead & tomorrow morning is school. EKKKKK ! byeeee guys. Peaceeeeeeeee <3 =)

Oh, and i need to shower, pick an outfit, and change my backpack. Cause on friday, Jenny spilled melted ice cream on it. -.- I'm getting hers in return !!

RANT

I hate it when people think cussing is such a big deal. Everyone will cussed or said a bad word at least once in their life, so stop making it seem like its such a big deal. I just said the 'shit' and you're like 'gasppp omgggggg !!' just STFU! It's not even that bad compared to 'FUCK' & 'BITCH' , so get over yourself. People cuss on a daily basis, and you expect me to be perfect without any flaws? I cuss and i think its fine. If you don't like it just ignore me. FUCK ! i can say whatever i want, freedom of speech, get that right before judging me. I'M OUTT ! PEACE <3

finished the second week of high school !!! Enjoying the weekend, but i got shit load of HW -.-& 3 tests on MONDAY !! someone kill me !

I loveee meeting new people everyday. it's funnn =D

IDOLS !

Lady gaga !

yummm ! i love italian food ! <33

schooooool

Stressed on the 2nd week of school. Not a very good start. Didn't do so well on the first 2 tests. I better amp up my studies, or i'm going to fall behind. -.- FML !

went to Costco today. Bought hella stuff, including snacks, and food for dinner. Yeaaah, i'm gonna start bringing lunch to school. I hate paying for lunch, such a BIG rip off, and going to lakeshore or stones, such a long walk. I'm a lazybutt. So yeah, and i can eat in class, so bring snacks and eat. =) Mhk. PEACEEE !

Survived first week of highschool. I changed my schedule to ART. that class seems like an easy A. yayaaaayyyy! =] <3 Can't wait to meet more of you guys !

Just added some people on facebook, Shower, Outfit, a lil snack?, then sleeeep ! If i ahve more time, i'll do my HW that's due like next week. LOL, i know. Typical Lowell student, heheheh ^^ ! I'm sure i'm not the only overachiever. =]

YUM ! ^^

delicious ! ^^ cravingggg

Lyrics.

this song brings back so much memories. This song is a classic. <3 BEAUTIFUL and MEANINGFUL ! After reading it, i was speechless and was like i have to listen to it again. <3 =]

I want ! ^ the bags& v YSL's makeup. I love their eyeliner ! <3 ^^

See how makeup can CHANGE someone.

Ikr, WOW ~ ! =O

I tried the green tea frap today ! <33 Love it. YUMMY ! my new fav instead of the mocca frap. ^^

Sorry !

Yesterday, i had HELLA homework so i couldn't blog. Slept around 12. i was really tired -.- Yeah, and i still don't like dance, so damn boring, and no one talks. Lol. A ONE word converstion would never last long. Its so hard keeping up. =( &i don't really like my counselor, she sounds mean and she didn't let me change, so tomorrow, i'll try and change it with a different counselor. >_<

gorgeous ! <3

She's pretty ! =]

First day

 was tiring for me. I had the latest lunch -.- Didn't make a lot of new friends but saw some old friends again. lol I hate how Lowell gives you textbooks on the first day of school and no lockers. FML ! &i had to go home myself, jenny ditched me. =( Carried 3 thick ass textbooks for like an hour and through the whole day. -_- Just srsly, FML.

^ story of my life.

Shit happens, people change, and things fall apart. But at the end of the day, the earth is still spinning. Life is going to keep on going, and time stops for no one.

^ i better start my freaking reading log, that shit starts tomorrow.

Selena Gomez, IDOL !

She's gorgeous ! <3

RED VELVET !

I'm totally craving red velvet cupcakess ! <3333

i like how i said i'll be on sparknoting my books, but i've never even got to the page. I'm still on runescape and youtube. WTFuckkk is wrong with me? I'm so lazy. -.- PROCRASTINATER = ME

summer reading logs ;

On sparknotes right now.

I can't belive after tomorrow, it's the first day of school ! i still didn't finish reading the books. ARG! -.- kill me. lol

I'm stuck @home with the worst internet ever. HELP ME !

Aug. 10th

Freshhhmen Orientationn ! It was alright. I loved the beginning tho and the performances, it was awesome ! =) We had a lil' tour around the school, the people in the red hats are amazing !! their so nice, i even met some of my sister's friends. LOL. They were all like ' i knew you looked like someone' o.O do i really look like my sister? -.- Mhk, i was hungry most of the time cause i didnt eat much for breakfast, i was NERVOUS. LOOL. &during lunch, Our mentors kept telling us their embarrasing/funny times when they were freshmens& teachers. We all kept laughing and i couldn't eat my lunchhhh loool. =] I think i'll have a GREAT 4 years with my reg <3 ! Then yeaaah, played games and introduce ourself blah blah blahh, the usuals. Then yeahh, after that, i took my ID picture. I don't know why but everytime i take it, it always turn out BADD =( It's like i can take it 10x better than them. But w.e, it's okay, not that bad like last years.. =] Then yeah, i went to stones, &joe kept on texting me. OMGG, on my way to stones, i took the shortcut while everyone took the long way. heheheh ^^ It was so much faster. Went to f21, rushed through the store cause my mom told me to be back my 4:00 so yeah,i didn't try on anything and just bought it. the bad thing about f21 is the return policy. -.- i HATEE it !! so yeah, i'm gonna return it when school starts w/ my sis & get freakin store credit. UHGG ! -.- I'll probably use it online, i <3 shopping online. =]  Then i went to ninas, looked through everything, disappointed. Left, rode the M, got off @west portal, took the cart train, arrived @DT. I didn't even bother going into that forever21. I just went to H&M, &omggg <333 i fell in love. So many cute things, but everything was so freaking EXPENSIVE >=( !!! I'll just wait when my daddy brings me to shopping then i'll get the things i want, but i hope everything will be there. >_< I found this really cute bag but its cream/white&it'll get dirty easy, plus it was like 30$. so ehhh, some other time. &their shoes are so adorable ! i wanted to get it but i didn't want to waste my money. I already wasted like 60 bucks in the past week on my debit. so.. =( I want so many things but i cant afford -.- Then walked to the 30 and went back to my moms office. ate then went to get the car.  Then went home, and then the obvious stuff. yadiyadiyaahahahah. I'll post more later, PEACEEE ! <3

I'll also post my outfit of the day. =] Enjoyyyy! <33

Omg, i also went to F21 and bought 3 stuff. I'll take a picture when my sister comes back from Standford cause she has the camera right now. :) the lace tank is soooo beautiful <3 the other 2, i might return it, it's satisfying but not a super duper holy grail shirt. I'll think about it when school starts. :) I'll post some more later, AGAIN. lol PEACE !

After orientation, i went to Stones and checked out Ninas and it disappointed me :( I had really HIGH hopes for cheap and cute clothes, but they were all crappy and ugly. Last time i went to Ninas, at Serramontee, it was beautiful and cute ! But ehh, not really. Maybe it's only the one in Stones that's crappy. I'll post about my whole day later, i'm tired, and i need to get my mining up. PEACEEE !

Freshmen orientation <3 FUNNN !

WISH LIST

&like one of these shoes <3 =)

I'm like obsessed with these jackets <3 =) !!

Someone wanna get me all these? hahaha =) <3

Water world

was EPICC ! <3 The ride was stupid and boring but we got there pretty fast. when we got there, me and jenny just went on the water rides right away. But before that, i had to change into my swim suit and stuff, find a chair thingy [ that you find in swimming pools], and tie our hairs up. We went on the water slide that has like 4 different ones : Monsoon [ my favorite <3 =] ], Tornado, Cyclone falls, and Typhoon. We went on all of them. &on monsoon, we flipped over, lmfao !<3 There was no lines in the morning, but in the afternoon, almost the all the rides took around 45 min - an hour. Then we went to ' The Big Kahuna', it's a big family ride that can fit up to 6 people. It was fun but it wasn't thrilling enough that makes me have the 'peeing' feeling. LOL. I'm retarded, hahahahaaa. Next we went to the Biggest ride of all time in Water world, it was ' Tornado.' it's six story tall and it swirls you side to side then when you hit the bottom, water hit you. Omg, that ride gave me the so called ' Trill' feeling.  <3 Rode it 3 times : 1 with jenny, 1 with andy, then with all four of us. It was amazing to hear that it can carry up to 700lbs. It was so fun, but the line was a pain. First, you need to line up for the tube thingy that you're going to slide down with, then when you got it, you need to wait in line for the ride. Next one was awesome too, it's the 'Cliffhanger.' This one is a 2 story ride that free falls down in a total of 3 seconds !! it was so fast and fun and it totally gave me the ' trill' feeling, of course. <3 First time w/ jenny, sucked cause we didn't go all the way up, i guess i slowed it down a bit cause my butt hitted the floor and such. idunno O_o Next time i went w/ Andy, and omggg it was awesomeee ! <3 We went hella high and stuff and we went a total of 3 back and fourths then to the end and we were still moving and not stop in the middle like last time w/ jenny. It was fun fun fun ! then we saw this kid playing thing when you stand on stop of the turtle/ lilypad thingy and get acrodd without falling. It seemed fun but it was hard and tiring. I tried a total of 3 times just to make it across when the little kids just got across in 1 turn. -.- i felt... yeaaah. LOL ! jenny ordered a 16" peperoni pizza for 25$, rip offf. It was delicious ! omgg <33 =] Then we went to Diablo falls&Honolulu Halfpipe =] <3 It was funnnn !! it was such a fun day but i kept seeing that bitch everywhere lol. [ the bitch always outside my house] When she saw me she left the ride, ahahahah. you better bitch ! =p &she was hella scared as shit when she saw andy. ahahha FUCK YOU ! Anywho, forget that fat bitch. Everything was fun overall, and i kinda saw someone i recognize, but don't really remember. o.O but yeah, drove back home, blah, blah, blah, the usuals. then i started texting my friend Mike, got home, and played on the computer, like usual. Mhk, PEACE ! <3 =]

Yay ! Water world tomorrow babyyyyy ! wooooo.

my Forever21 order

&the black one <3

Everything was like $54? Shipping was like 6-7 days? Mhk. Enjoyyy !

Just ordered something from Stylez. i hope i get it before i go to water world and hopefully before my freshmen orientationnnn. =( i want it so badlyyyy. &ofcourse i wouldn't want my mom to get it before me. Cause last time when my Forever21 ordered came my mom took it and opened it and told me to give her one of the shirts cause she liked it. -.- like wtf? it's mine, i ordered, and it's my moneeyyyyy. she had to try it on and stuff and saying how good it looked on her than me. =( but yeaaah. i hope my order come fasssster than my forever order then tho the forever order did come pretty fast. O_o but whatever, it's end of summer and it would be nice to finish it off with water world. <3 yayayyys ! i don't know who's coming or not. but hopefully it'll be hot and fun.ahhhh, i want my order right now, that's why i'm like ranting which it probably annoying. sorry guys. ^^ Mhk, dinnnnner time. i'll be bacccck. sooo PEACE.

FML

omfg. right now, there's some idiotic bitches loitering outside my house in the lawn. they think i'm going to pay attention to them? FUCK NO ! I wouldn't even have the time to look at you fucktards. i have a life, okay? i wouldnt just stand there and hope to get my attention, cause girl you're not. you need to have better use of your time and not waste your life on me. i don't give two fucks what chu say to me. all i know is that your just some fat piece of low shit that's so fucking stupid and don't know what the fuck 'facebook' or 'youtube' is. If you do know what it is then you would go on it and atleast interact with people. you're a depression to the city and lowering the scores of schools, cause you know what? instead of staring @me you can study? read a fucking book? watch cartoons? or some shit that you like to do. or go play with your fucking pets or some shit cause i know you cant even afford a fucking x-box or Wii. omggg, how can i forget, EATINGGGG. you love to eat right? go eat your fucking ass off. you also need to chop your bangs off, you look disgusting. &i dont give a shit if you read this or not. i dont fucking care and dont fucking talk to me. it's ruining my reputation. i wouldn't want to fall to your level. which you probably woulodnt even get these anyways. just fuck off and do something better. if you still want to waste your life on me, why dont you just better yet die? you'll save the world from economical issues by not eating so much food and breathing the damn air. &&stop acting like a tough ass cause you're not. you're just big and fat and thick. ahhahahah ! =] fucking shit, i hate this fucking neighborhood. eaaat shittttttttttttttttt bitches ! i'll give you shit to end it :  ,,|,, you [ i hope you get it cus you know, you're slow and dumb ]

PEACEEEEE !

Life.

 Sometimes in life when great things are handed down to people, they abuse it to the point to where fixing a problem turns into a problem. I know a lot of great kids who had potential and messed up more than they think for reasons I don’t know. To be honest for everything I’ve gone through in my life, yes my problems are worse than yours ( bigger problems then dropping your phone in the toilet)and I’m proud to say that I didn’t need that therapy shit cause it was just the way I was raised, a tough human being. Life is tough and whatever bad comes with a good.

Love is so easy to say, but so hard to mean. <3

Love

Is a word that is being tossed around too often. If you “love” some one as a friend, that is understandable.
But, the point I’m trying to get to is a relationship “love”. It's overused and basically has no meaning whatsoever. You can love your money, cars, family, friends, ect. Love is also most importantly out of anything is based on trust. Also, if you really say you do love someone, what ever they look like such as appearance, taste in music, clothing, ANYTHING should not even stop you from going out or even begin to fall in love with them. If you say you love someone, you better god damn mean it.



Peaceeeeee ! &Goodnight. =]

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken more than once and its harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember what it felt like when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend, you'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too hard, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. ♥

My Summer is so Unproductive !! I've done nothing really. -.-

My day [ Aug. 1st ]

Woke up @like 11. got dressed&ate. Pretty fast. Then my parents told my brother to buy some tickets online cause my dad got hookups that only gave him 4 when we need 5. Andy looked up the place, got directions and all of that. My dad decided to watch the 1:30 show. so we left @like around 12:00? Yeah the drive was verrrry long, it's all the way in Fair field. We passed by Concord and Vallejo. We saw 6Flags and i told my parents how fun it was on our 8th grade graduation trip.It brought back so many good memories that I'm going to miss, unfortunately. =[ Then we finally reached Fair field but we couldn't find the place. We went around circles and turns cause the stupid directions were inaccurate. -.- LAMMMMME ! Then we saw the Solano Westfield mall  and just decided to go in and ask directions.  We got directions and my mom got the $5 off coupon thingy off the tickets we were going to buy. YAYYY ! if we didn't go in we wouldn't have gotten the coupon. Luuuuls. Iknoww, helllla Asian. But whatever ahahha =] Then we went to the back of the parking lot cause it was located there. bought tickets&sat. yadiiyadiiiyaaaah. it was like 2 hours long and there were people taking family pictures of the show and my mom decided to buy one. -.- The quality suckkks ! but she said it was for memories and stuff. The show was fairly okaaay the last half was entertaining tho. =) Then my dad bought us to the Vacaville Outlet. He said that brand/ designers store have great deals. &my mom wanted a new purse even thought she already got 2 for free in Vegas. I was excited cause i wanted to go into Rue21&Rave cause people kept on wearing cute clothes from there. &guessss what? We went to the wrong side, there was a left and a right. We picked the left cause there was COACH. blaaaaah ! -.- We walked around and it was HOTT outside. It's not like those malls where you walk inside and everythings there. You walk in to one store, then walk back out and go to another store. But the air-conditioner in the stores were amazing. Then we went to Coach, where we spent the most time. Everything was on clearance, 50% off and another coupon for 20% off when you walk in the door. I know right, goood deals. But we didn't buy anything. My dad was like you should get a lil' shoulder bag. like thoses flat ones you put on your shoulder? yeah, that ! i was like i'll never wear it so no thanks. Hehheh ^^, i was a good girl ! Coach was packed with people and the line was super long. It was getting a late so my dad brought us to 'Fu Lam Moon' an Asian resturant in Fremont. Maybe you guys heard of it? It's so good, i love the seafood. <33 10/10 ! ohkay, so i ate so much that i my stomach showed, which doesn't usually happen to me. Yeaaah, went home, took a shower, lotioned my legss =] went on the computer and played. typical teenager sites ahah. went to sleep @like 1am. So, goodnightttt <3 !

My new ADventTURE

New blogging ! I'm just SUPER bored, that's why. &summers almost over and I've done NOTHING productive. =( I haven't finished my summer reading books or written anything over the summer. I'm such a lazy ass. =s I hope i don't procrastinate in highschool, or i'll be DEAD for sure. Oh well, just a blog thingy that i can vent to when i'm stressed, angry, or even sad. O.o Hmm, maybe this can be a personal blog type thing? No idea. Oh yeah, that picture on the left ; SF taken 2 years back. I feel like I'm growing up waaay too fast, it makes me sad cause i don't ever want to grow up, &graduate Highschool, &&get a job. Life is not easy. In 4 more years, we'll see. =]