Outfit of the day :
changed into sweats again, it's so comfortable ^^ !

Outfit of the day:

Sorry -.- bad lighting.

                                 I changed into sweats, i was originally wearing jeans ^^

Since i won't be going to any H&M while i'm at Vegas. :( all i can do is browse through H&M's website looking at all the stuff i wish i had. :( SF H&M, wait for me <3 !

Yesterday's outfit of the day; today i went nowhere but went downstairs and get a Starbucks, then stayed in the Hotel room. Pointless day in Vegas.

Quality is horrible, i was too lazy to edit it. Plus it's off a webcam :p I never had one so i thought it was close.

Today's outfit of the day anyways. I got a little bit more dressed up and girly. ;)

Sorry the lighting was kind of bad >.<

I HATE TODAY. sorry guys, a HUGE rant coming up. About all the problems in my life &how my family isn't helping at all. Sometimes they can be the biggest bitches. FML ! probably worst feeling i'll ever experience is today.

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 I'm the youngest. But i don't get spoiled how my older siblings does. My sister gets everything first. The first laptop, the first ipod classic, the first ipod video, and the first itouch. From this day on, i still don't have an ipod. I know i shouldn't complain but why does she get everything first and i get her crappy ipods when she gets the newest ones? WHY?!?! Same with clothings. My parents expects me to get her hand-me-downs. Even though i get her hand-me-downs, it still doesn't fit me. I don't get the dilemma. Our size are WAY off too. She's like a M/L while i'm a XS/S. In H&M, i'm a size 2/4 and she's a 6/8/10. They tell me i'll grow and then i'll fit. yeah, by the time i fit it which i probably still won't because i see some adults buying size 2/4, the style might be out or the clothing might be worn out. I hate it. Exactly why she has more stuff than me. I know she's older and she gets more previledge, but do i get nothing? Whenever i go shopping with my parents she always tag along, like my birthday present, and she even buy more than me. WTF? it's my birthday not yours. On with computers; she broke her laptop, and she gets one right away. It's not even her birthday or the holidays and she gets one. WHY? But me, computerless for 2 months, have to wait and play on a crappy chinese computer. I HAVE to wait till christmas to get my new laptop. &when i wanted to buy the Macbook Air, my dad said it was too expensive. EXPENSIVE? i don't see you complaining when you were buying her ipod classic, new at the time, around $500, her computer that she broke which was about $1200. Mine, a Macbook, which is a good brand, is expensive when you want to get me something? &it has to be on the holidays. Why couldn't you get me one during October or November? You got her one right before school started in August. Now, i'm stuck with a Macbook Pro which i regret getting cause it's the same as my little cousin. he's only 11 and he got a Macbook Pro, same as mine. &i have to get the same when i'm older than him, i should've gotten a Macbook Air. UNFAIR ! My christmas, the only thing i've gotten and i'm not even satisfied with it. i know i shouldn't complain cause my brother got NOTHING yet. But why does jenny get everything and i have to get her leftovers? i know she's older but WHY? Once in awhile is alright, i understand, but ALL THE FUCKING TIME gets me irritated and heated. My dad always give her money when all she does is translate shit, HELLO?, she's suppose to help you, YOU raised her, give her shelter, food, and shatter her with gifts, and now she gets paid for translating simple shit and gets few hundreds? Not only that, she delays that shit too. what i want to say is; WHY DOES SHE GET EVERYTHING FIRST AND THE BEST WHILE I GET HER LEFTOVERS AND THE CRAPPY SHIT. WHEN I WANT SOMETHING NEW FOR THE HOLIDAYS YOU COULD'NT EVEN GET ME WHAT I WANTED AND SAID IT WAS TOO EXPENSIVE. I DIDN'T WANNA HURT YOUR WALLET UNLIKE JENNY SO I BOUGHT THE MACBOOK PRO. I AM SO UNSATISFIED WITH IT THAT I WANT TO RETURN IT AND BUY THE MACBOOK AIR MYSELF. IF I DO THAT, I GOT NOTHING FOR CHRISTMAS AND LOSE $119 FOR OPENING IT. SEE MY POINT? SOMETIMES I HATE MY LIFE. I NEVER GET ANYTHING FIRST. ALL I DO IS SIT AND WATCH PEOPLE IN SCHOOL PLAY WITH THEIR ITOUCH/PHONE WHILE I LOOK AT THEM. I know i shouldn't be complaining and be grateful for everything i have but there comes a point where you just have a limit to things and when it continues on for too long, you just explode.  i cried my eyes out yesterday. when i woke up my eyes were red.

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On to yesterday's shopping experience. I HATED IT ! Shopping for me? for the sake of me? NO ! it wasn't primerely for me but for you and jenny too. 1) for you to go to Treasure Island to check in 2) also for the sake for jenny. Then for me, you went to the wrong mall i wanted to go to, it wasn't even for me and my satisfication. I started crying when we were at TI, but i guess you never noticed. Then we went to Miracle Mile Shop, which i didn't wanna go to. YES, I SAID I WANTED TO GO THERE YESTERDAY BUT NOT TODAY. GUESS YOU WEREN'T LISTENING AGAIN. TYPICAL. walked around and did nothing but look for jenny's itouch case. You said it was for my sake that you had to drive here for me? No, it was for her. Yup, end of discussion. Next time, i will be smart enough. I won't go shopping with jenny. You always focus your attention toward her. It's either i go shopping for myself. Cause most of the things i buy, you don't approve anyways. So pointless. I will go to the H&M flagship myself. I don't need you to drive me. I will go myself with me and my friends when we can drive. Relying on you? wait a lifetime. Every time we're at Vegas we just stay in the hotel and play computer. How it that different in San Francisco? It's the same thing but a different place. &you just bring me to a mall so crappy and not even my choice, you feel like i owe you. NO. Cause i bought nothing. there's nothing to be thankful for. I feel so stupid for tearing up just by writing this. I got FEELINGS too, not just you. I promised myself that i won't waste my tears over this pointless stuff, but i just can't. All this bullshit made such a big impact on my life.  Sometimes i HATE living in this family.  There is constant fighting, yelling, and attitude/mood turnoffs. Plus, i don't feel safe with my wallet or money lying around the house. My thief sister will take it and use it. NOTHING is safe in the house. How ironic is that? LOL. I have to hide my money, or my items. Or else she'll hide it herself and i'll never see it again or use it. YUP, that's the kind of surrounding i live in. & have to be careful if she ruins my shoes or clothes or computer. Even my bed, she throws stuff on it. like rocks or dirty hair balls. She's a messy and dirty person &i have to share rooms with her. It's disgusting. I don't even know why my parents like her more than me. She gets EVERYTHING. my dad gives her random money for her to buy food, clothes, ect. &i get nothing. It's not like my grades are worse than hers and its not like we didn't get into the same highschool. This just gets me so mad. -.- fuck this and fuck my family. @times they will be there to support me through shit happening in my life but they also give me the worst feeling ever. They make me feel like shit. They only like my sister better. She's selfish too. Only cares for herself. If i ask for her help, she'll just say why should i help you? HELLO. you should help me cause we're a family. Guess i'll never have this close family/sibling vibe. Well not in this family atleast. Yes, i know, end of my long rant.

I really want to go to the H&M in the forum shops in Ceasar palace ^^ I hope tomorrow <3 ! I love my daddy !

Outfit of the day

Saturday, Dec 25th, 2010

Outfit of the day:

Finally gonna start posting outfits; webcam pic :)

Okay, so i've been in Vegas for 3/4 days now&i haven't blogged at all. So here it is ^^ Sorry for the delay i was just having so much fun and i was sick. Ik -.- it sucks.

1st day : Grandma's birthday dinner and hotel check in. played ping pong and pool in my cousin's garage.

2nd day: Went bowling ! my first time ^^ I was alright. hehehe ;) didn't see any cute guys. LOL tiffanny ! Then we went to my Auntie's house and ate noodles. YUM. We kinda raided her fridge. we ate ice cream, candy, and cutieees. i drank a gatorade, green tea, and a mocha frap. Oh and Popcorn. Surprisingly i'm still 89lbs. Then dinner @my other Auntie's house. Then back to hotel.

3rd day: Ate breakfast/lunch @chinatown. Then went to fashion show mall with my daddy. I got a new laptop. I was debating whether or not i want a Macbook Air or Macbook Pro. Macbook Pro was cheaper and had a bigger memory. So yeah, got that; &jenny got a itouch. -.- Then back to hotel. We were suppose to go ice skating today. But my Auntie was busy and sleep. I think her shift is tonight too. mhmm :( Tried out my new laptop. I didn't like it that much after i saw William having the same as me. I should've gotten the Macbook Air :( UHG ><

4th day: I PULLED AN ALL NIGHTER WITH TEDDY YESTERDAY AND I'M AWAKE.  But then i slept at 7 and woke back up at 12. We ate breakfast/lunch downstairs. Moved to MGM; unpack. i wanted to go to H&M in planet hollywood, but  was too lazy and procrastinated till my mom came back and eat dinner. after that we watched a concert. I have to say, that concert was really fun. That guy is so funny. I've been to one of his concert before in SF and i liked it a lot too. now, i LOVE him. His personality is so FUNN <3 ^^ I was really impressed how he held the concert up to almost 4 hours long by himself. WOW. My dad's friend gave him a suite @Mandalay Bay. No one wanted to move since it was late. I wanted go to cause 1. i didn't have a table to put my computer on 2. I didn't want to sleep on a messed up bed 3. I heard that gave a fruit basket up in the room. YES, i LOVE snacks -.- &yeah. i'm staying over there by myself with my grandparents. i hope they don't bug me or annoy the fuck out of me. The room is very pretty. ^^ My H&M $5giftcards expired today :( i didn't make it in time, the concert took too long. So yeah. I'm sad. But i'm going tomorrow by myself, which i like cause i don't need to wait for anymore or anyone have to drag me behind, plus i find more stuff by myself than going with people o.o, or my dad. it's only down the block. I'm just hella lazy. I know. today is really long, but I practically did nothing on christmas. except the concert. it was the BOMB :) gonna play more runescape then i'm take a bath ( jacuzzi ^^ ) then sleep. nightynighttt !

I WILL WIN. I won't let you step all over me and do nothing about it. I won't be a fool and just stand there. You start something, i'll help you finish it. I will not lose. I will get back what was mine. I will hurt you back 10x worse. So prepare ^^ Yup, today i won. Next time, realize who you're facing. I'm nice, i trust people, but deeep deeep under i'm insecure, so i won't trust anymore. I trust you, but not all my trust. It's hard to explain, but i won't give you my all or my best effort. You won't reach me, you won't understand me. Take care &next time RECOGNIZE ! okieee ^^ rant done :)

LAS VEGAS for winter break ! i am so excited; out of boring san francisco <3 ^^ Super cold weather, the dope shopping malls, the beautiful hotel lights and decorations, and the FOOOOD ! i can't wait. OH.MY.GOD ! =)

MY family is full of drama. Especially my sister, she only cares for herself.  i hate her.

LAST DAY OF FINALS ! yeeee, so happy. My winter break kinda starts right now LOL. Tomorrow is Winter Fair so practically no class but you need to show up for attendance. ^^ YESSSS ! last class for Ms. Lo =) i hated that class; the only thing i enjoyed was the funny moments. that's all. I hated her voice, her teachings, the way she walks, dress, and her face. she fucking mugssss and treats high schoolers like babies. the hell with her. Go teacher elementary or some shit. But yeaaah, i'm so happy but sad at the same time cause i hate my new schedule for the new semester. I have no 1/2 or lunch. plus i have ms. johnson. killll meeee now ! But yeah, i love homeroom. Playing boxhead with Nolan everrrryday is the bomb. that nigga needs to stop killing me -.- forreals tho. omgg, today katie played 'Grenade' on the computer hella loud. i loved it. that song is so... calming yet it gets you in the mood of dancing. heheh ^^ Geo finals :( i think i failed. -.- i never gotten a B on any of his test before. but yeah, dropped off my Art final. rode the M; got off @montgomery and went into H&M. <3 LOVE ! got a taupe bag, it's quite smallish, but it looks cute ^^ some mittens, beanies, a pearl bracelet with pink lacey material ribbon around it ( really cute and girly ), and a light pink collar ruffled shirt. :) yup, pretty much my day. Oh yeah, right now i'm blogging on my mom's new laptop. hehe ^^ It's so small lol. But it's alright. i like it. now i'm waiting for my fucking sis to leave for her internship so i can have a real desk to play. -.- kayyys, i'm gonna go and waste more time. i'll blog more tomorrow ! WINTER FAIRE ! woohooo :)

FRIDAY UPDATE :

My uglyass sis took my 2 h&m giftcards. Like whaaaatthefuck is wrong with you? you already took the pretty one from me already. CAN YOU LIKE STOP? You took my forever21 giftcards enough already, and now that i don't shop there anymore, you take my h&m now? are you really that low? I'm just trying to get EVEN with you; but you continue on. Are you DUMB in the head? If you don't stop i'll NEVER stop. Bitch, bring it on.  okay, so i woke up like usual. -.- which i regret doing. I should've just brought my bag with me/or my wallet atleast to the bathroom. As i leave the room to wash up, she fucking creep through my stuff and took my shit. Bitch, fuck you. I WILL GET EVEN WITH YOU. I WILL GET BACK ALL MY SHIT. EVEN IF IT MEANS I'LL RETURN YOUR DAMN CLOTHES THAT YOU USED MY MONEY TO BUY WITH. I was going to save up cash for MYSELF to use up in Vegas. But noooooooooooooooo; you had to take it. Atleast i CARE for the family. I use my own money to buy my clothes and all those other stuff and i'm younger than you. LMFAO ! I'm even planning on buying my OWN computer unlike your bitchass that made daddy buy you 2 laptops. I AM ACTUALLY RESPONSIBLE. I don't even have an Ipod except the one andy gave me. But you got the 2 new ones and now you want more? You are so damn selfish. I hope karma hit you, HARD, cause you damn well deserve it. Even thought you are my sister, i shouldn't have said that to you but you really should know someone's limit. The money i saved up for vegas, to the red tags i told you about that you took hella from me, to the trick i taught you about, and the time i asked you to help me return shit and you refused to, you are a bad sister.  I HATE YOU. I think from this situation, i'll have this place in my heart that i hate you. oh yeah, i just remembered, you ALSO took my forever card. okay, now theres more reasons for me to hate you and get back at you 10x worse. i've made up my mind, tomorrow, i'm returning your shit ^^ i can't wait for you to move out ! there will be NO more thief in the house. wooooohooo! =)

i dislike ms. lo. i have many reasons. i'll update later but i need to study for geo finals. thank god, last final then winter break. my chance to get away from all the bad people and meet new ones. & say goodbye to the good ones :( SAY HI TO ME IN THE HALLWAYS ! if i don't say hi back it's cause i'm BLIND. LOL !

First say of finals. I was lateee -.- Walked into MOWO, people started, took the test. It was somewhat easy, but i think i got few wrongs. it was pretty much rushed through, i didn't really double check my answers :( Had hella time left, went to cafetaria. there, i saw jenny. LOL ! i ate breakfast, she studied and i studied. Went to reg, hehehe ^^ i love my new baggg ! Art final was somewhat hard, but i got through it :D I literally sat there for 2hrs but it past by so fast ! then lunch, it was me and kianna's rehersal time for our chinese dialogue. So we made this little skit and stuff. It was so good, but Ms. Li just save us a freaking 95%. I mean i'm not going to complain but i think we deserved better consider the fact that we went up FIRST ! After luncccccch, we practiced in the room. HAHAHAH ! She had this idea of how she'll talk like a diva ( acting/talking like mitchell ) cause i won't give her cola and she gives me attitude. It was so funny that i HAD to crack up and couldn't say my lines. LOL ! We went up first, i was nervous as fuck. UHGG. I skipped one of my line -.- fuck me. But yeah. that acting was awesome. Kianna was really good at acting. Then yeah. our skit was pretty long o_O almost 5minutes while some people had like 2 - 4 minutes. I was VERY proud of us ! Yessss, tomorrow lunch 3 hours -.- i don't even know what to do for that long. But yeah. Ms. Li let us go earlyyyyyyyyy ! like almost an hour, i went back myself. My mom didn't pick me up, so i just rode the bus back. Went to the dentist, waited for my bro, went back to office, went home, traffic, crashed in the car, went home just went to bed, woke up few hours later, ate dinner, watching Macbeth for tomorrow's english finals, about to wash up and sleep, and finally i'm blogging. G'night everyone. This is the LAST week before a new semester ( but i'll truly miss everyone in my classes :(  ) and WINTER BREAK BABBBBBY ! i'm going to vegasss bitches !  ^^ I can't wait, shopping all dayyyyy and eating out, and getting moneyyyyy  <3 Oh, this saturday i'm getting money from this organization ! hehehe ^^ finally going to refill my bank after the past weeks of spendings.

Dear Santa,

This Christmas, may I have one thing?
A boy that will make me smile and fill me with joy. A boy that I can hug and hold onto forever. A boy that will treat me like a princess. A boy that makes me laugh & is there for me when I need him. A boy that doesn't care what I look like without makeup on or when I'm in sweats. A boy that will get along with my family and friends. A boy that I can cuddle with and hold hands with. A boy that will stand up for me when needed. Someone that I can talk with for hours and hours & when there's silence between us, it's not awkward. A boy that will love me for me. I want people to look at us and be jealous. I want my Prince Charming.That's what I want for Christmas. ♥

I thought that was cute ^^ & yepp, it would be nice to have a boyfriend.

Stayed home all day on Saturday. & guess what? i didn't study for shit. I'm so screwed for finals. I just don't give a damn about my grades lately. I ate, waste time on my computer, and slept. I am so unproductive -.-

Then on sunday, i woke up late; my dad was so nice to ask me first if i want to go shopping :) I told him i want a new bag for school cause i'm like the only one ( or almost the only one ) with a backpack. -.- So, yuuup, i tried finding one to my liking but failed. I saw the green/navy one that many people have at school, but my dad didn't like it. He said it was BIG for someone small like me. So yeahh.. but i found A LOT of stuff i liked @h&m today. Oh.My.God; i want their lace top, they look so pretty/flowy. I didn't see one in my size so i didn't get it. I also want another peacoat/trench coat; however you call it. My dad said the material suck, so he told me not to get it. I saw this cream leather jacket that looked pretty nice on me, so i got it. I have a feeling i'll just return it. LOL. Went into more stores to look for a my bag, but unsuccessful. then we went to Tarjayyyy and got a new memory card for my dad's camera. I wanted to get some hair products so i told my dad to go to the hair care aisle. He looked at the hair dyes while i looked at the hair products like hair spray, mouse, conditioner, shampoo, serum, frizz thingys, ect.. I got this one from Tresemme for $3; it's pretty big ^^ Then i got some teeth whitening thingys. it was expensive :( But yup, end of my shopping day. Didn't get much. I tend to get more when i go by myself than with my parents -.- then yeah, ate at my grandmas place and picked up andy. Procrastinated when i got home. didn't start legitly studying till 10? and now its past midnight and i'm blogging. Im a loser. -.- goodnight all. I can't wait till winter break, i've been stressed a lot lately. I need to relax and just look forward to a new semester and just start from there... slowly improving my grades.



These 2 that i can;t find in stores -.-





These are the ones i like, but not crazy over them :P

 Thank god today as FRIDAY <3 ! I'm scared and excited for next week >< New classes means new people <3 ^^ But Arena and finalssss? UHG ! :( I want to dye my ahir now :) i was inspired by Jane-kay hehehe ^^ Peekaboo highlights, light brown, yeahhh? I'll see. It's hella cheap right now, like $2 for a bottle? Yupp, i'll consider it. I walked her home -.- that lazy butt. Then i went back to H&M and looked for baggggs ! :D I got the black versions of the two purses i got. <3 i'm in love ! I also got another BIG black bag. It's ehhh... Too big and funky looking. Going to return and get a new one. Online, it looked so stunning, when i tried it @home. it looks ugly -.- I still can't find these 2 bags in store >:( this little light pink/beige one and this green/khaki green one :( it looks so prettty! i want it so bad! I'll continue looking in stores. You know i first fell in love with H&M's style ( clothings ), and now it's bags, who knows i might fall in love with it's assessories next ^^ I love their bags, but since i'm a short/skinny person, it doesn't always go well with me :( I'm starting to love their shoes, scarves, mittens/legwarmers, kit beanies/hats, and their bracelets/necklaces/earrings ( even thought my ears aren't peirced -.- but they look so pretty, i just want to buy them and keep it lol. )/makeup and bras. Lmao. i think their bras are comparable to Victoria's Secret. I'm going to try it the next time i go ^^ heheh; Tomorrow, staying home and study for finals. Period. i have to get it home  no matter what. >.< Winter break, i can't wait & a new schedule ( meeting new people :D ). I really need a break from lowell -.- that school is shit. i swear, that school brought my grade down so much. :( I think i'm just not trying hard enough or Presidio didn't prep me well enough. Winter break ! i might get my hair done ^^ <3 still deciding. Mhk, i'll sleep now. good night !

WEDNESDAY :
[ ] Chinese Final
[ ] 'The Other Foot' Essay due tomorrow ( still haven't revised it )

THURESDAY :
[ ] 'The Other Foot' Essay due

FRIDAY :
[ ] Chinese pinyin test

MONDAY :
ARENA
( yeeeee, get to sleep in and no school ) ^^

TUESDAY :
[ ] Mowo final on CH 9&11
[ ] Art final ( drawing a still life for 2hour )
[ ] Chinese dialoge final; needs to be 2-3 minutes >.<

WEDNESDAY :
[ ] English final on 'Macbeth' a Shakespeare novel & an in-class essay
[ ] Lunch <-- used for studying next class
[ ] Bio final on everything.

THURESDAY : ( yes final day for final ) ^^
[ ] Gym final on the weight room -.- ( really?!?!?! a GYM final ? )
[ ] Geo final on everything ( i really have to get a decent grade on this ) >.<

FRIDAY :
WOOO! Winter Fair <3 and a regular school schedule :) WINTERBREAK BABYYY ! ^^

Had a geo test, it was our last one of the semester, and my LAST chance to raise up my grade ( other than the Final :( ) &i think i failed it >.< I didn't even feel like going to bridge. Left early and went to DT and look for bagssss. I didn't like much. they were all...small or very |BIG. -.- I found one i liked when i was there. it can be worn 2 ways; cross body or like a purse typa thing. It was green, the pretty green ( in my dictionary. ) But when i just tried it on w/ books inside, it looked...big, wide, and uneven  :( Iuno... I might return it after the whole extended holiday return policy. Why is it so hard finding a cute, pretty, okayish size bag? I'll be going tomorrow AGAIN... unfortunately. Yup, this time i'm going to the H&M outside. I have a feeling that security guard ( the guy standing by the door ) recognize me cause i go in and out a lot, meaning i shop a lot there -.- I know i need to refrain myself from shopping. UHG. -.- I finally decided. I REALLY want the Macbook Air for my Christmas and BIRTHDAY ! :) It costs A LOTTT. If i do buy it, It'll be the wear i waste the most cash. &that means no more shopping for me. :( Yup, i'll do anything for a new laptop !

Today was successful... I returned my peacoat ^^ <3 so happy. Now, i have money to buy bags, belts, shoes, and accessories ( knit hats, mittens, bracelets, ect.. =)

GOALS before winter break :

- Get bagsss ; school or weekend. I really need some !
- Study, work harder, do homework first when i get home
- Limit myself to shopping
- Sleep more ( stressing out )
- Be a nice person/friend to everyone around me =) I'm improving ^^
- Get on my dad's good side and help around the house ( don't make my parents mad at me )
- SAVE MONEYYYYYYYY to buy myself a new computer -.- almost 1month computerless.

Sunday, Dec 5, 2010

Woke up at like 10:30? Got ready and my dad promised me to go to H&M; <3 ^^ We yum cha @a place near Serramonte. It was raining reallly hard. :( Went to target, me and my sis want the new itouch 4g! and my bro wants the ipad. LOL ! we have like hella old ipods at home already. my bro has like an itouch 3g, ipod classic, and the chromatic. My sis has the nano. I got none; it's cause i dont want it. I always have this feeling like i want the newest one, but apple has a new product coming out every year, so i'll never have the newest one. LOL. Then yeah, went the wrong way to H&M -.- so i just stopped by Forlove21 and checked out the bags. ( i already knew the bags there were a rip off ) i just wanted to take a look. Then went into H&M, couldn't find any cute bags, but i saw the mittens that was knit outside and fleece inside. It was really warm forsure :) I saw the navy peacoat in a size 4! i knew i had to purchase it ^^ So yeah, i was honest and i paid everything myself :) i also returned my grey rhinestone midsleeve cardigan. i didn't like it THAT much o.o so yeah. I'm planning on wearing the oversized navy peacoat tomorrow and just take it off and return it. I know it will be cold, so i'm planning on wearing hella layers underneath. :) oh yeah, i just realized there's a H&M near the stop i'm getting off; &instead of getting off a stop earlier than my original and walking 3-4 blocks to my bus stop. ^^ i'm happy. except homework and finals. i hate school ( maybe just lowell ) i swear, that school. Besides all the benefits, people, and all the fun activities, that school is crap. LOADS AND LOADS of homework, classes boring as fuck, you sleep late b/c of all the homework, so you can't pay atention in class cause you tired as fuck, homework from every damn subject everyday. Yup, i already know i'll have a crappy education from there. -.- i have a feeling i'm going to be the dumbest there and an idiot. @presidio i tried and all but not very hard, got As; Lowell = try hella fucking hard and get a B. You HAVE to work for the A. Oh, and if you don't get something, people there most likey won't help you out, and homework wise, you most likey won't find someone that would let you copy off of. Just saying, they only worry about their own grade. Yuppp, just my lil rant. :) googd night !

I'm Sorry i haven't blogged in awhile :( I've been sick and finals are coming up >.< I'm no where near ready and my cold isn't helping. Anywayss, i DID go shopping for coats and sweaters a lot lately. ^^ I got a black peacoat ( not double breasted), a black military style peacoat with black buttons ( double breasted ), a dark navyish peacoat ( double breasted ), a dark grey sweatshirt, and a brown chunky cableknit sweater. ^^ I've been wearing a lot of new shit lately. HEHEHEH ^^ Today, i got a new pair of shoes from H&M; it's full black ( $5 ) I'm in love. I wore my booties today, and it hurted my feet, i don't think i'll ever wear it to school anytime soon :(  I'll blog later if i feel like it. Jersey Shore is very addicting :P